Tuesday, March 06, 2007 @ 3/06/2007 09:09:00 PM
why do people need to make decisions and choices in their lifes...
how wonderful it would be if we need no choices...
have i gone down the wrong path of my life....??
i often ask myself...
i don't know how to answer questions about my choice of education...
why am i in a JC? why not a poly?
unlike others, i DO have a preferred course in poly...
why didn't i head for MY choice...
at that point of time... what was i thinking....
it could have turn out better.... prehaps much much better...
i wanna be happy in whatever i do...
i really love my friends now and are very grateful that i have them by my side...
and maybe i won't get to be friends with them if i headed to poly instead...
but i keep thinking.... How would things change if i had chosen poly life??.....
i'm confused....
i often tell myself that poly life might not be as stress-free as i thought..
often tell myself that 3 years is such a long period..
but sometimes... i just cannot convince myself that what i'm doing now IS the right choice..
i often have the urge to turn back.. but i can't do it...
i MUST pull through... no matter what...
maybe sometime soon to come... i'll understand why they encourage me to do this...
it's not that i regret or anything..
but at least don't tell me how successful or happy i'll be if i heed for my choice...
haiiiixxxXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXxxxxxx....
don't pity me...
when faced with major choices in life...just make the right choice and don't regret it....
maybe my choice will turn out fine... and i'll make sure it'll be the case...
:)Labels: choices, regret
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