Saturday, July 21, 2007 @ 7/21/2007 12:57:00 PM
i can't help it when i feel so useless..everybody else don't know how i'm feeling and what i'm going through..ya.. only those who are in the same sad state with me.. how did i ever get into this pile of shit sad madness.. i don't wanna regret whatever i've done..cux it'll only make me more pathetic..but why why why does it got to be this TOUGH..the vp said i was studying the wrong way.. but can any saint soul tell me what's the right way than..ya.. call me dumb, stupid and brainless or whatever you wanna call... but i really don't know what's the right way..vp said i was hardworking or whatever..but all those hard work don't pay off..i'm getting sick and depressed..i don't know how to go on..i've no choice but to endure to the end..cux i'll be a real IDIOT if i quit now.. i can't make myself happy anymore...at least.. for now..Ahlala~ on a happier note.. i've started reading Harry Potter..and it's nice..~i am getting back to the way it was
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